I was standing in the kitchen hovering a bit* the other day over a cutting board showcasing some uncooked broccoli and sliced carrots - Crunching along like one might , with something close to a veracity comparable to that one exiting the Appalachian Trail (maybe) after walking for months.
I am so heartbroken... for so many different things. I want to listen to music, read, look after my mental health but I simply cannot. I think I will put some of my thoughts on my latest story and hopefully, that will help me feel a bit better...
PS> I love your work, your writing and music and plants and drawings :))
I realize the reply I typed to this didn’t send a few days though the other reply seems to have gone through okay. Wanted to make a point of saying Thank you for listening to and enjoying the little snippets of music and art that have been shared here so far I feel like we are living through something , where it actually benefits those who are attempting to wield control and influence in relation to fear and intimation - if we are feeling so depleted that we cannot even engage in things we enjoy and feel are good for our own minds and bodies , phew- yeah Opinion here , but I think it makes it all the more important to be able to express oneself /externalize energy be it through some new pancake recipe that we’ve invented or in a coloring book page with some blunted crayons or squiggles lines - be it created for an audience or something that might not be seen by others - I’ve been reminded of important it can be to process everything I’m feeling in relation to what we are witnessing - Long message longer, I’ll try and upload a few new pieces today to break up the torrent of updates from abuser at the podium - phew - and I can definitely say that you’re not alone in feeling heartbroken , it’s reminding me of previous losses and how many confusing stages of grief can manifest in so many different ways. What kind of pancakes are getting invented today I wonder 💡🧩
Spending time with my boys always helps, listening to music, and playing with my cats. Please share your new pancake recipes because the boys (and mama) LOVE PANCAKES and we could eat them all day every day. Sending you love from my part of the world :)
I am so heartbroken... for so many different things. I want to listen to music, read, look after my mental health but I simply cannot. I think I will put some of my thoughts on my latest story and hopefully, that will help me feel a bit better...
PS> I love your work, your writing and music and plants and drawings :))
I realize the reply I typed to this didn’t send a few days though the other reply seems to have gone through okay. Wanted to make a point of saying Thank you for listening to and enjoying the little snippets of music and art that have been shared here so far I feel like we are living through something , where it actually benefits those who are attempting to wield control and influence in relation to fear and intimation - if we are feeling so depleted that we cannot even engage in things we enjoy and feel are good for our own minds and bodies , phew- yeah Opinion here , but I think it makes it all the more important to be able to express oneself /externalize energy be it through some new pancake recipe that we’ve invented or in a coloring book page with some blunted crayons or squiggles lines - be it created for an audience or something that might not be seen by others - I’ve been reminded of important it can be to process everything I’m feeling in relation to what we are witnessing - Long message longer, I’ll try and upload a few new pieces today to break up the torrent of updates from abuser at the podium - phew - and I can definitely say that you’re not alone in feeling heartbroken , it’s reminding me of previous losses and how many confusing stages of grief can manifest in so many different ways. What kind of pancakes are getting invented today I wonder 💡🧩
Spending time with my boys always helps, listening to music, and playing with my cats. Please share your new pancake recipes because the boys (and mama) LOVE PANCAKES and we could eat them all day every day. Sending you love from my part of the world :)
Troublesome times
Bring beautiful art
As this post
Demonstrates
🐝💕💡 Thank you 🎶🎹🎶 ☀️💬